"delusions of grandeur make me feel a lot better about myself"
-jane wagner
pt. 1 high school
waiting for my clothes to dry
wonderin’ if i should have replied
to ur last message
am i seriously asking this question
shoWed me more than once or twice
u don’t give a fuck, waste my time
i never learn my lesson
and u love to put me in detention
all i know is
i’m simping on the train
hoping ur going the same way
honEstly this is embarrassing
haven't been like this since seventeen
all i know is
i’m swiping through my page
late at night looking for ur name
honeStly this is embarrassing
haven’t been like this since sevenTeen
make it impossible for me to love u
u like to slide In
but u never come through
u got me feeling like
i’m back in high school
u make me Lose my cool
ur good at it too
praying for another sign
but i ignore them all, i cant lie
it's become an obsession
but its just ‘cause i want the attention wondering if i’m on ur mind
like u are in mine
i’m faiLing at discretion
but delusion is what i excel in
make it impossible for me to love u
u like to slide in
but u never come through
feelin’ like i’m back in High school
got me acting a fool
pt. 2 wrong place, wrong time
i’m looking for ur yellow beanie
like ur looking for my earmuffs on the train
i know ur wondering whAt i’m doing
eVery hour of the day
when u go east
u wonder if you’ll see me
i find excuses to go west
even though its kind of inconvenient
u like to show me what i’m missing
while i try to ice u out
and when i’m finally on the right page
it’s ur turn to shut me down
wrong placE wrong time
right person
wish u were mine
wrong place wrong time
ur (i'm) broken
wish i knew why
ur textiNg all ur other girls but deep down
u wish it was me
u dial my number on a night ouT
then remember we don’t speak
i’m curving boy after boy
i just wanna be yours
constantly checking My phone
777s what i’m looking for
maybe ur not looking for me at all
maybE i’m making this up to
make me feel better for stories
that never goT told
